Somehow I wish I could drive.

They said one's BFF(s) are always their secondary school friend.Indeed,that was very true to me.In school,I don't usually belonged to one gang.I'm always the fit-able one to any gang.Seriously,any gang.Good friends are anywhere and everywhere,but not best friends.

Over at my house today.Three of 'em.Having a lots of fun juicy gossips on my bed.Some of my precious were being tortured too!!! *sobs* They are just so violence.
and guess what? we played my old Barbie Doll.All these years I'd been trying to find someone to play with me.Bad luck that my sis don't play with me.She smirks at me and shakes her head.At last,I'd found my group.Ha-ha.Barbies are so fun! But I'm kinda surprised when mom smiled at me and said "Go and play on the floor." I happily carried the huge pink box to the living room and started to place a home for my Barbie and her babies.Oh my,how I missed the old time playing dolls and talked to them in secret...Daddy will said that I'm hopeless and childish ha-ha. :p

Feels like writing much but am really fighting hard against my eyelid.Wish to hang out with them tomorrow,but nobody's fetching me. *sobs*
and I hate it when someone is fetching me both going and coming back .I felt useless because I'm wasting people's petrol and don't know a single thing about driving.
They are fetching me tomorrow.
and I felt more useless. :(
Quiet now.

FEAR

of the results tomorrow.Gee.
I'd been a good girl all these while.
Hopefully I can passes all so that I can go out,to set myself free.
I'd been sleeping late like a pig these few days,
to avoid the tickling furious fear in my heart.
I'm still scared!!!
Someone saves me please...

"I Do"

I dreamt of marrying a handsome prince charming someday when I was young.
Not now,of course,reality doesn't allowed that to happen.
I dreamt of myself dancing lightly in my very own puffy snow-white wedding dress.
or maybe I can go with dusty rose color dress?
I shouldn't have dream of this.Now I can't get the dress out of my mind.



"For Him,I do."

When the church bell rang "ding dong" on the top of the roof,
the priest started his speech,
With the presence of God,husband and wife speak out their vowels,looking at each other with unspoken love in their eyes.
Holy sweet words.
"Your cup will never be empty;for I will be your wine."
I love this phrase from the movie : Corpse Bride
Wedding rings then exchange.
and at last,the priest announce:"by holding hands,I now announce they are Husband & Wife."
How sweet.
Like a fairy tale.
Prince & Princesses live happily ever after.



and I'm still here,day-dreaming,that one day my hopes will come true.


Party tomorrow.
Very looking forward to meet CY again.
Girls have lots to update!!♥
xoxo,Y♥.

Penang Getaway

If I were given a choice,I would choose Alexis instead of Yvette.
Although it don't sounds girlish that everyone think my name suppose to be,
but it's kinda classy and cool.
Maybe I should name it after my girl♥?Ha-ha.

Home sweet Home now.
Felt so dead tired.Penang was fun,but exhausting.
Were having a lot of good food and good time.
Don't feel like blogging everything.
Photos will do the talking. :p



On the bus


TV screen

I had my book.Hmmmmphhh mom. :p





Who said my momma isn't cool?

Like family photo haha,but that is not my dad!!












Love mommy the most!! Muackssssss.



At Sakae Sushi.




Luckily this time,the weather don't failed me in Penang.
Raining everywhere and almost every-time.
I wasn't rared cooked then,blessed.

One thing is,I'm kinda regret for letting mom watch korean drama on the bus in the first place.Ha-ha.
She watched and watched,leaving me alone with my book and ipod.
This is "child-ignored".
and now she's still watching.
Hopefully she will end it by tomorrow,then I could drag her for shopping.
Christmas gifts are so needed to be bought.
Christmas tree are also need to be put up.Tomorrow maybe?

Post-script: I was being insane tonight.Maybe I shouldn't have get jealous when she told me that she was having REAL fun these few days.I'd think too much and these thinking needed to be stop.The decision was made by myself.I couldn't blame anyone.

Goodnight,people.
and I'd missed you much.

Evening Getaway

I never know my mom can be such a huge shopaholic!!!
I'd only realized this evening. More and more shopping bags were carried by us after one shop to another.
I'm the one who keep worrying about mom's purse. How funny. or maybe I should not,she has her cards. :)

I am supposed to study hard today.
I'm supposed to finish 2 chapters of my Marketing today.
but mom ruined my plan by asking me to join her for crazy shopping.
and I'd said "yes".
but I don't really felt regret or depressed. :p
maybe because of some good food and new clothes?



PS: Thanks WH for being my stats tutor again,don't laugh at my stupidness okay,haha ROLF... :) wish to see you on Christmas partay!!

Seriously,can't wait till friday,
then I am free free FREE!!! like a bird!!!

dead tired today.Gonna hit the bed soon.
0800 tomorrow? yeah I guess so.

Cure Injection.

Feeling better today,but maybe not.Idk.
It's 1am now,and I'm still practicing for my macro slides.
With L.Yv accompany me cause she is having mocks this week.
such a bloody busy week.

Last week of my foundation program.
I'm relieved,but yet started to missed it.
Days when I'm a college student seemed so far away.
and now I'm moving on,to a degree student.
to be more mature and responsible in everything.
I must be tough.
I guess I can't be soft anymore,it seems like everyone is taking granted on my softness.
They said I should be meaner and stand up to those who've hurt me.
I just smiled and leave it.
Maybe,maybe should I?

Some friends are not friends.
They just pretend that they are.
It's not that I fear you because I'd not fought back.
It just that I wanted to regain a little bit for our friendship.
If you're not appreciate,don't blame me.
My curtains are closing.

Gonna wake up early tomorrow.
Discussion's 8am.
Am gonna be happy today.Y♥.

✿ Thanksgiving?

Today is Thanksgiving. suppose,to celebrate with my family.
I got so much to be thankful for,those days.
but after I realize that I can't seems to get out of this depression,
what am I still left to be thankful for?
The unsound pain? The strong guilt? The unseen miserable?
I'm scared. really am scared.
The dark is waving at me,and I'm heading towards it.
Fear but did not pause.
My tears are uncontrollably,
unstoppable.

Wish to undo everything.Y.

The Worst.

The raining season was back.
Cool wind breeze coldly on my face,messing up my hair,and made me shivered.
No warmth against me.
I hate rainy days.

How I wish the wind can drift away the lament I'd faced.
how I wish the heavy pouring rain can wash away the guilt inside me.
how I wish the filthy raindrops can fall on my face,hard and chill.
so that feeling against the icy liquid,no one can sees my tears.
how I wished I could freeze to death.
Ugly truths.
Spoilt friendships.
Sea of guilt.
What's left?
Broken hearts. Y.

Pieces of Me.

The latest update in HUC is the Beaute Et La Mode which was on last Friday.
Everyone was blogging about the prom.I don't feel like posting up anything or any photos. So,spare me. :p

Seriously,people must think that I'm maybe are good in make up.I don't.Spare me again please.I'm suck in beautifying my face especially using those crazy tiny eye-pencil or eyeliner,whatever you called.
but,I LOVE manicure!! :)
despite my clumsiness,I redo my nails almost every week.(gonna get a frown from mom)
but relax mommy,I did let me nails to rest and breath in some fresh air without barring the heavy thick colorful clothes.

Having seafood every weekend back at home.Yummy.
Mom did a great job in cooking every delicious meal for us to keep us healthy.
Thanks mom and love you!! :)

and and and yeah!! Alex called back on Saturday night!Daddy was telling me the synopsis of the new drama we watched and L.Yvonne asked me to go upstairs to answer his phone.How dare haha.
Having a short but sweet chat with him.My,I missed him more than I think.
Ugly truth: He said that I'm ugly with my make up on.I know.Stop telling me that.
Sweet truth: He said my dress is pretty and he didn't really noticed my friends.Good.I 'm the one you should noticed.Not others.I don't want you to noticed them.I'm being jealous,someone punch me please. :p

Postscript:yes,there are too much lies and liar around me.I knew that.I just peaced out and ignored it.
Going back on Tuesday but coming back on Wednesday.
Looking forward to go shopping again. :)
I feel like smelling a dusty rose.
and,I missed my curl hair.Y♥.

NERD MODE: ON

It happened by pure accident,that I'm here.
My excuses,after being zombified for almost a week,since last Saturday.
I couldn't sleep early. although posting this will definitely gets rolling-eyes from mom. but I do eat well.I'm getting chubbier and fuglier these days thanks to the stress on excessive notes and texts. :(
Am going on a diet now.Trust me.I will lose weight.Hope so by friday although it's impossible.

Despite the stress,prom's coming.
It's a tiny candy for my zombie-life. but somehow there was this small little fear inside me that pulls me away from the sweetness of this candy.The fear sometimes punch me,hard. and it's hard to grab hold of everything in control without torning up.

Yes,I am a dreamer. and I hope to achieve every dreams I had,on my own.I disallowed those intruders that clashed into my life and crashed it.I have my own future rely on me.No one's going to tell me who I should be.I'll tell them who I am.I trusted myself.and I shall not fear of anything because I know that no matter what happen,He's with me,holding my hands and lead me to Him.
and yes,I still dreamed of taking daddy to New York City someday. and I shall die with no regrets."I bear a charmed life".

My lashes are heavy now.Gonna hit the bed soon.
Feel like dressing up my Barbie Doll.LOL.

Lets hope tomorrow's a great fine day.
Dream Big,Darling Yvette♥

I Heart ♥ Pink. No Doubt.

I've been busy.(look at the date of my last post)
It's been a week.A not-so-stressful week. :)

A very familiar ring-tone woke me up on 0730 this morning.
Which means mom's calling. That early.On an official holiday.Deepavali.
I rushed to the bathroom to take my bath after hanging up the phone.
Which means Mom & Dad are coming over to fetch us for breakfast in 20 minutes time.
and I'm still dizzy,and haven't pack my stuff.
But after that I had a very heartfelt breakfast,or should be my brunch,in a cozy coffee shop.The shop is almost same like the Old Town Coffee Shop,just that the name is different.
I had my worst drink ever.Sugarless hot lemon tea.Urghhhhhhh. but I had to flushed it all down to my throat to prevent wastage. :(
and yet,I'm still dizzy.

My week had been good.
Got most of my papers back.and I'm quite satisfied with my Macro.Which is the one I worried the most.I shouldn't. :p
and I didn't ate any fast food this week!!Good girl,eh?
except maybe Subway,I don't know whether it's counted as one.
I'd eaten lots of bread this week.3 days in a row.I'm becoming the next Mom(bread-lover).

Excessive sleep? Mhmmmm, No. :)
Marketing assignment is almost done,which I'm glad.Got some unhappy incident happened,again.
and got commented by ShaunD again,on my nails.but he praised mine this time.:)

A lot of people commented on my cute pinky Hello Kitty pencil case.
Even Ms Renee. and my not-so-close classmate.
Some said too pinkish;Some said it got no mouth(PS:A Lecturer);Some complained why I even bought her(my Pinky is a HER),She drove many little girls crazy...and a lot more.
I still remember mom smiling but shaking her head when I was taking Pinky and head for the cashier.Ha-ha.


I realize that I'm really into long-sleeves shirt these days. :)
Am I weird. Okay I know I am.
Prom's next friday.I'm quite looking forward to it.
Girls just wanna have fun!! :)


PS: today is Friday,not Thurs.Look at my date.See?
xoxo,Y♥

Thank God Is FRIDAY !!

They say Thank God is Friday. :)

A beautiful sunny Friday morning,but I was tugged under my comfy comforter,with the electronic fan producing cool air on my face.
while L.Yvonne was probably sitting in class,scribbling down her notes.
I know,I'm a lazy-bone.Stop telling me that. :p

Friday means Home sweet Home.
Dad's fetching us back to the castle,again.
We stopped at one cute restaurant(forgot what it's name) and have our lunch.The restaurant was pretty cool.It had Halloween and Anime's decoration all over the place.
and there are so many comics and magazines for the customers to read while waiting for their food to be served.
I think their target market is for those young adults or teens who loves Anime.(gosh,too much Marketing!)
Seriously,the place was incredible and amazing. :) and I have my favourite Fish fillet cheese baked rice!! Yummy.

Later then,mom came home with fulled bag of food.Guess what? The little children in Mom's school was celebrating their Happy Children's Day. But Mom never brought junk foods home.(which I think mom was not so fun during my primary school time.)
Again,I was stuffed. :/

Night at The Curve.Sakae Sushi's for dinner.
Dear dear,my whole post is mentioning about food!!
Bought a cute headband and a Hello Kitty pencil case afterward.


why Hello Kitty?
It's Children's Day,remember?
*wink* Yvette.♥

Shangri-La Night ♥

I wish to become a genius sometimes.
well,a girl can dreamed.
Turns out,the truth hurts.
Instead a genius,I'm a folly plain girl.

Went shopping with Mammy the on Friday.
Bought my dress.
And it somehow drove mammy a little bit crazy.
Have a little cat-fight with her,
Yeah I know,it's expensive,mom,I promise I will careful with it. :)

The night before was awesome.
Went to cousin sister's wedding dinner,at Shangri-La Luxury Hotel.
I love that place once I step in.
It's so grand! and Classy! and the deem yellow light was warmth on my whole body!
How I wish I can live in that building. though it's a hotel.

Ladies and Gentlemen all dress up.
Glasses clinking,
Jewels sparkling,
Waitress serving drinks,
Guests chomping long short-bread,
Crowds talk in soft-low-tone,
These were the view I had observed.
Met a few Uncles and Aunties.
All praised me and L.Yv pretty...♥
so sweet to hear.I'm flying up now.Someone pulls me down.

The dishes was brilliant as well!
It's individually served,(if U get what I mean)
so people don't have to rise and scoop some in their plate.
but it's kinda cold there,since I'm wearing sleeveless,and a Dress!!
The bride looks stunning,which bride don't?
The bridegroom,uh hem,No judgment here.Same as always. :p

Sad thing was,I sat with a good-looking guy.
Turns out he is my dad's cousin.Awwwwwwwww.How sad.
But he is kinda friendly and fun,and he worked at E&C before.
How coincidence...LOL









I'm proud of my daddy,seriously.So proud.♥
Among all,you are the best!
I'm glad that I'm your daughter.
Thanks for giving me hope and courage whenever I failed.
Thanks for being there for me when I'm not firm.
Thanks for everything. and I LOVE YOU!!very very much.

Worst news: Going back to Residence later.
Bored is the best word to describe my feeling to it.
The week is gonna be bloody busy.
Stay tuned.Y ♥

Mission Incomplete

I'm so gonna swallow up all my Malaysian Studies tonight.
and tomorrow my Macro 3 Chapters.
and Marketing 8 chapters.
and Statistics 5 chapters.
Long way to go,huh?

I'm off people.Y♥

MisUnderstood.My.Mood.

Has Autumn gone yet?
If I'm in Europe countries now,I surely will miss the red leaves and cold breeze of the wind.
Will the wind make my cheek turn pink?
Will I get a cold?

Daddy and Mommy cheer me up tonight.
I guess I got a strong boost from them now,to be happy.
Nothing is gonna change my mood from now on.How I Wish.
I hate when my mood swings.
I lose control every single time.

Can't wait to be home on Saturday.
I miss them.All of them.
and I knew that I shouldn't be "obsessed" by Alexa Chung all the time.

and...Malaysian Studies quiz made me gone wild.
xoxo,Y♥.

I Missed U

I missed you. So much.
I had a bad day.
How is yours? I wonder.

I thought I was strong enough to smile.
I thought I can handle it myself without you all's help.
but I can't. really I can't.
I want to go home so dearly.I missed home.
I missed daddy,I want mommy,I need you.

Friends are like bees.They flies from flower to flower.
This are so not called friends. :(
I guess all I had to do is straight up and stay firm.

Comfort me? I beg you,like those days.



Good night,people.
Y.

Hi,I'm the new salesgirl,name Yvette.♥

Down Down Down.
I'm feeling super down and hyper today.
Am I too fake when I smiled at everyone and laugh at their jokes?Hope not.
I'd tried to persuade people to buy my cupcakes.
I'd tried to play nice.
I'd tried to put on a real grin.
I'd tried not to judge.
But somehow someone pissed me off.and humiliated me.in front of my friends.

Skip my following 3 line,I wasn't who I was.
*Hey fella,if you don't want to buy my stuff,then say no thanks.
There is not a need to acted like I'm forcing you to buy!
You BUGS Me!!My cute cupcakes are all so good that you don't even suit them!

But there is a sweet guy buying 4 cupcakes,2 for him and his friend,
and one for Yee Kit and another one is for ME!!! Thanks although I don't know you!!:)

This assignment made me think fast.
Made my dreams (of treating family a hearty meal using what I've earned) fade.
Made me disappointed.
Made me shouted loud.
Made me quiet in class.
the most imp,
Made me strong. :)

xoxo,Y♥

♡ Jealousy,Oppsss... ♡

OK,I admit.My jealous streak is showing.

Someone's throwing a party tomorrow,I guess it's a big one,for her "sexy 18",and L.Yvonne got the invitation to it and I'm not.How cruel. :(
Just imagine people dressing up,dancing around,sipping champagne and fool around.
Oh my,I'm really getting jealous.

Instead of enjoying the party,I guess I will just slip into my jacket and head for the theater,and be a good daddy-girl.♡
Watching movie with my dad,who said my dad isn't cool?


Going back home made me think more clearly.
I found where I belong to.
Family & Home is where you can found back your fairytale and dreams.
Sugar Plum fairies,Glister Crown Princesses,but not Prince Charming.
Well,I guess I just have to pull away my worries. :) and
Home Sweet Home.Y ♥

Silent Pain

Breathing Hard.
Embracing by dark,unkind sky,
Standing under the pouring filthy rain.
The Urge in me to run away is strong.
Far far away,and never look back.

It happen to be I'm losing my grip.
I'm cold.
I'm terrified with this uncontrolled silence.
My deepest thought scared me.
It's been awhile.
I'm tired of staying in perfectly control.

The room temperature is low.
I'm shivering in my thin jacket.
Broken dreams all lay on me.
Its heaviness caught my heart.
I'm suffocating.

Wish to undo the pains.
It hurts.
I guess I will just,
Walk alone,as always.Y.

What's wrong Falling In Love with Shakespeare?

I can't see why people can't get it when I said I love Shakespeare.
I love his poet,the script of his story and Him in person okay!
Why the judging look? Hah.
OMiGosh,I'm dead serious people.
Don't said I made a joke out of it.


Oh,btw,I got a new computer-dictionary from my mom.Thanks mom! And it has got little children stories inside such as The Empire's New Clothes,The Snow Queen and much more.
Okay,I admit,it's actually a kind of dic that for a child but I guess I need it too?

Koh Family Gathering in a 5-stars hotel restaurant,again.I kinda not feel like going.I prefer to stay at home,stucking with L.Yvonne,rather than high-teaING with few uncles and aunties,probably sipping fruit juice. And listening to not-so-juicy gossips share by all mid-aged women.Gah.

Having quite a lazy and perfect-mood weekends at home.
My,my,I just LOVE being at home.
I read my fav book,studied,watched Sex & The City,bathed,worked for daddy,breakfast at Ipoh Town...

Let's hope that the weekdays are gonna be fun.
I barely can move.(lazy pig)
xoxo,Y.

Happy Week ♥ Blessed

Moving away from the moody stressing week,I think I'm fine now.♪ ♫ ♪
Seriously,my first quiz was CRAZY!!
I'd studied 4 chapters of this huge thick marketing text book for God knows how many days I'd spent! But luckily I don't felt awful after I took the quiz.Lucky me.

Mid-Autumn Festival was the day before yesterday.It's one of the days in a year that families should gather together and celebrate.
Thinking that having quizzes and classes are so going to ruin my festival,I sulked and convinced daddy to come over.
In the end I had super great time with daddy and mommy in Mid Valley.Mom even got me new stocks and a dusky pink umbrella(which mine is kinda destroyed last sem). :)
How could a girl wishes more when she had everything?
I had a blessed day that day,best I ever had!♥
I have loads of moon-cakes,snacks,pastries,chocolates!!♥

I'm not a big fan of chocolates,but I Love This♥!!

After the quiz this morning,which was 0830am,
Jean,Kit,Me and Xian went to learning space(which is our col lab)and fbking.
Jean had her business quiz afterward and she pasted her notes on the computer screen so she won't get distracted.

In the end,See?


Oh btw,My nail-polish for this week is Sparkling Green!

which...JY said they looks like dragon skin... *sweat* *Hmmpphhhh*
so I changed to plain dark pink.
I guess it suited my mood too... :)



Had Replacement class later on today,
1400-1700,Grreat...
and now is 0308am,bah.
Gonna hit my bed soon.

Nights,peeps.
xoxo,Y ♥