Inspired by His quote again.

After sometimes,
I finally realized that sometimes,it's not your fault people are ignoring you,
or treating you badly.
It's their sense of style they are behaving,
by saying harsh words that would directly stab one's heart.
or have some attitude over you.
Again,I say,I don't judge.
I don't want to.
It just happened that my heart tickles and tighten whenever my beloved person got hurt,
by an immature intruder.

My week has been good.
am still trying to be a good girl.
My fringe grew long again.
Have to tied them into a plait.


Oh,and if you ever think of giving up after all the tiredness and evading dreams,
go watch Amazing Race,then get going.
Go on with your life,and live with no regrets.

"Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more: it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing."
~William Shakespeare~

Turn around,Strike a pose

Accidentally,I'd finished my parts on econs assignment earlier than I think that's why I decided to come up here.
I'd changed my templates.
Nothing in particular,I just feel like changing it.
To the "NEW" me,maybe? (glass clinking)


Awana's Trip was superb!!!
I never enjoyed so much with daddy and mamsie in my life.
Playing arcade with your parents was kinda COOL,especially when you were my age.
I felt childish though,throwing tiny soft ball at the machine's screen. :)
and laughed so hard that my cheeks actually do hurts.
It's like a perfect vacation for me.
It's all in my sweet memories.♥







Then there goes HIS wedding.
At Concorde Hotel on a Sunday night.
The night was awesome.
and I had to call him "UNCLE" from now on.
I seriously wish they will be living happily ever after.
well,princes and princesses did that.



Hottest Monday ever and we were heading to mid valley.
7 of us makes quite a good team.
watched "THE ADJUSTMENT BUREAU"!!!
Emily Blunt is a sugar!!! Love her!!
I love the movie but not them.How sad.
Maybe I'm living in my own world,heh... :) Who knows?


"The F4"

Oh ya,I had a very nice dream last night.
Although it's very uncrystal clear,
at least I could see his face.
It's felt so nice to start dreaming about good things again. :)

From now on Yvette,you are going to stop hating yourself.
you are going to treat yourself well.
you are going to complete your dreams.
and you shall be throne to be the queen of your kingdom.
I can do that,at least I guess so.

xoxox,Y♥

Te quiero

Speaking in Spanish can be so romantic.
One of these days...or should I say someday instead?
I would like to travel to Barcelona,one of the most populous city in Spain.
I remember once I watched this movie with my bro Alex.
"Vicky Cristina Barcelona".
One of the movie scene was shoot in Barcelona,and I'd my first time experience watching a sex scene with my brother.(which is kinda embarrassed)
or maybe I shouldn't be embarrassed,
I should have asked him some biological question.(evil laugh) :D

The scenery was very beautiful,and the story was very interesting.
I highly recommended to those who loves classic and romantic cities and also very open-minded.
The ending was kinda sad for me.
I think people should live the life that they cherished with no regret but,
maybe life is really that cruel.Who knows?

Postscript: For you outta there,plagiarize is a sin,an unforgiven sin. So please,be cautious when you plagiarize my words and copy my style. and I'd chosen to pretend that I didn't saw those words.

My 16-year old pic,havn't changed much right? :)

am heading to Genting Highland in a few hours!!!
My,my,I'm Soooooo exited!!!
Gonna had a lot of pics upload so stay tuned!!! :)
xoxox,Y.

Hello Books,from: Nerdy Yvette

I'm going to be fast in this post.I still left a lot of studies pending.
Mid-term's next week.The clock is ticking super fast.
Sometimes I wonder why I'm studying all these subjects I'm taking this sem.
Accounting was fine to me,but Intro to Management?seriously?
to be honest,I kinda hate this subject.Marketing was way too far better than management.
Geez.
I'm currently locking myself in my room since Thursday.
Alone.
yesterday,Lil.Yv was out with her mateys,ice-skating somewhere out there.
and there she goes again now,out in somewhere celebrating someone's birthday.
I'm being left alone with my cold mashed potato and my thick fat text books.

I wanna go out,shopping.
I wanna go Home.I missed daddy and mamsie.
I wanna learn how to dance.
I wanna continue reading my "Hamlet" and "Pride and Prejudice".
I wanna try making dumplings. (cause I feel like eating now.)
I wanna breath in some fresh air.
I wanna do everything that I'm forbidden to do now.
Six days to go,and I shall be "quite" free.



Someday, in future,
will someone can actually kissed away all my pain?
will someone step forward and take my hand?
will someone make me his everything?


I want someone to climb up the balcony just to have his eyes on me.
I guess I'm too addicted to Romeo & Juliet.
should go back to my books now,sigh.and...

I still want my Hamlet...(whining)Y.

I gotta go my own way

It's been awhile after I realized I needa to come back here.
I'm not that busy actually.
It's just that I'm lost,for good.
Running away from reality never solve anything.
Cause deep down,you know the truth best.

besides,CNY was superb!! excluding the double big yellow wounds in my lips.
Did I mention how I hate ulcersss???
I couldn't talk well nor eat well with 'em.
and it's super torturing when hot boiling soup burns on 'em.Ouch.
It's getting better now,sooner it will be fully healed.
and I will be stuffing cny cookies into my mouth again. :)

One of these days,I will try walking alone in the woods.
listening to the birds chirping,
feeling my bare feet on the ground,
touching on every green green leaves,
lying on wet warm grass.


Classes started again this week.
first quiz and first presentation and mid-term is coming.
I gotta go my own way.

-They do not love that do not show their love-
and I'd suddenly missed William Shakespeare.Y.

Fairytale? Sucks.

I couldn't understand the mixture twisting inside my brain now.
I'm felling very tired after a bad bad day.
I don't feel like crying, nor smiling,nor hurting myself.
I just wanna sigh,sigh,sigh to death.
Deep inside me are all massive guilty,memories,fear.
I wanna blame others for my despairing feeling for lighter guilt.
I have been forcing myself to be strong all this while.
Just because I looked cheerful doesn't mean I'm not hurting inside.
I shouldn't be like this.
I shouldn't be emotional.
I shouldn't be jealous of her.
I shouldn't hate myself this much.
I should have broken down,and cry until my eyes become blind.
I should have continue to write,to draw,to sing my lungs out.
Memories.It hurts me like hell.
Invisible warm aching came out whenever I stared out blankly and think about it.
Good memories always hurt you the most.
Once upon a time,I shone like a princess in your eyes.
Not now,obviously.
It's surprising that angels can hurt me.
I wanna stop falling apart.
I don't wanna loose my mind.

You don't understand what I'm feeling inside.
I couldn't say out loud the words inside me.
but then you're gone.
leaving my words remain unsaid.

Wish Me Well.

It's only the third day of my degree's life and I'd gotten emotional inside.
Everything has change.Totally change.
As L.Yv said, "Crowded bus had become a part of my life."
Heavy UV-Ray that burns my whole uncovered body,
Excessive walking,
Wasting of time waiting for the next bus if the bus missed you,
2 hours every lectures with only 5-min break in between.
seriously,I'm hating all of this.
but I guess I'll be fine.
I just need some time.
I'll survive.

Simply.Tired.
No worries,am gonna be strong.
and watcha degree!!
I'm coming!♥ Y.