Sightless Fear

You claimed to me nice and honest.

Never was any doubt in you,

You are the kind of person I've not had the pleasure of growing closer to them.
I believed we once shared a pretty pleasure moment.
Did we? Did you?
There's a mask you wore, my friend,
something fake.
and it disgust me. 
Plagiarize is a sin, 
take note of it. 
Should have known when we first met,
that you are a trouble,
doing things I could never imagined.


It's a shame that we didn't last long.
You once earned my trust,
but now you have lost all my respect.
So, stay as far as you can, girl.
For my curtains are closed.

New Year. New Me.

I have never thought everything will turn out to be so magical.
Not since I received that disappointed midnight text message.
My expectations fell,
my hopes are dashed,
and I have not expected my day to be turn out like this.
There were strong anger at first,
then turn to huge disappointment.
I've tried crying, to let all my disappointment flow, but nothing seems to work.
You shouldn't have break your promises,
and I swore to myself there were no friendship between us anymore.

I picked up my unpleasant feeling and went to Shogun with my family,
Both Lil.Yvonne and I are the birthday girl so we got to dine in for free!
I was really having a fun time there.
Daddy and Mamsie cheered me up, as always.
It's funny how mamsie tried to cheer us up by saying something really sweet,
I tell you, parents are the best.
They will never leave.












Everything turns magical after our lunch,
Alex called. Saying that he'll be back soon.
My party turned out amazingly,
and I had a very great time and it's the first time I countdown for a new year with my friends.
I felt enchanting.
It's a wonderful close-down for my 2011.

Well, let's hope my 2012 will be a marvelous year,
cause I can't wait to dashed off all my resolutions.


Kiss goodbye 2011,
Kiss hello 2012!
Happy New Year peeps! :)

Life of a mess of a Dreamer.

Some time ago I was tempted by myself to close down this little blog of mine.
But part of me inside is not willing.
I wrote out my life and all the physical sensation I felt inside me,
seriously praying that no one is to plagiarize my pieces.
However,for the shades of grey I am feeling right now after reading my past blog post,
it is certainly not and never is my intention to emofied myself or my readers.
(Of course, if there are any readers)

I felt bad enough if my blog has ever made someone sad, I apologized.
It might not be a wise decision to close down my blog,
knowing that some of my friends might still be interested in reading it.

Way back to last week,
I had my very best day with my bunch of friends and my lovely sister on Thursday.
Lil.Yvonne and I are so excited about the Genting Highland trip and few's birthday celebrations,
though there is some issues arose with the new room-mate.
In the end the bunch of us managed only to have fun on two themed-park games,
which is the Merry-go-round(I forced them to take it with me) and The Flying Elephant(This I did not forced them) due to heavy mist and rain,
we did enjoyed much though.








Dinner at the famous steamboat restaurant with all eight of them was indeed very pleasant and delightful,
and I have someone to send me back to Sierramas!
That day was a magical day.








Mamsie is going to Thailand for a few days.
My, how am I going to survive?
I still have a little sister to feed to.
I missed her already,
like a child misses her blanket.
She kept sharing her cooking tips to me,
but I swore to her I was fine.
Well, we will see.
A little bit of malnutrition in me for a few days won't be a biggie, I guess?

Right now,
I wish there is someone who can lift my feet off the ground and sing me a song.
Y.

Kiss The Morning Dew.♥

One thing I hate about starting of a new semester is that I had to deal with registering subjects problem.
There is always a problem waiting for me everytime I enroll my subject.
5 semester already,never once failed.
Seriously,I'm very disappointed in HUC registering system.
A letter required for extra subject-taking.
Oh come on,this has got to stop!!!
It completely ruin my day and did me extra long-walking and in the end that extra journey ends for nothing!

but still,
I see that life is beautiful.
Although I'm super busy this week,classes mostly ended around 6pm,
and hit the bed after my bath for a power nap,
I still get to get on the bus although people are pushing around,
I still get to see the baby-orange evening sky when I walked back,
I still have Lil.Yvonne waiting for me to come back everyday and give me a Big smile,
I still get phone calls from Mamsie to released my stress,
I still get to have breakfast with friends before class,
I still have hopes for my future,
I still have little things to laughed on everyday,
Everything is easy now,because I have everything,
and I really appreciated them.

From a distance,the world looks completely different.
try find simple things that make you smile,

Once you found that special thing,
You're flying without wings. :)
xoxo,Y♥.

Turn around,Strike a pose

Accidentally,I'd finished my parts on econs assignment earlier than I think that's why I decided to come up here.
I'd changed my templates.
Nothing in particular,I just feel like changing it.
To the "NEW" me,maybe? (glass clinking)


Awana's Trip was superb!!!
I never enjoyed so much with daddy and mamsie in my life.
Playing arcade with your parents was kinda COOL,especially when you were my age.
I felt childish though,throwing tiny soft ball at the machine's screen. :)
and laughed so hard that my cheeks actually do hurts.
It's like a perfect vacation for me.
It's all in my sweet memories.♥







Then there goes HIS wedding.
At Concorde Hotel on a Sunday night.
The night was awesome.
and I had to call him "UNCLE" from now on.
I seriously wish they will be living happily ever after.
well,princes and princesses did that.



Hottest Monday ever and we were heading to mid valley.
7 of us makes quite a good team.
watched "THE ADJUSTMENT BUREAU"!!!
Emily Blunt is a sugar!!! Love her!!
I love the movie but not them.How sad.
Maybe I'm living in my own world,heh... :) Who knows?


"The F4"

Oh ya,I had a very nice dream last night.
Although it's very uncrystal clear,
at least I could see his face.
It's felt so nice to start dreaming about good things again. :)

From now on Yvette,you are going to stop hating yourself.
you are going to treat yourself well.
you are going to complete your dreams.
and you shall be throne to be the queen of your kingdom.
I can do that,at least I guess so.

xoxox,Y♥

I Missed U

I missed you. So much.
I had a bad day.
How is yours? I wonder.

I thought I was strong enough to smile.
I thought I can handle it myself without you all's help.
but I can't. really I can't.
I want to go home so dearly.I missed home.
I missed daddy,I want mommy,I need you.

Friends are like bees.They flies from flower to flower.
This are so not called friends. :(
I guess all I had to do is straight up and stay firm.

Comfort me? I beg you,like those days.



Good night,people.
Y.

The Shifts of Fortune Test the Reliability of Friends

Seriously,I felt like banging my fist to the system in HR...it's driving me crazzzy!!!I know that I'm not lady-like to talk like this(mom will definitely frown at me),but still,I feel like cursing whenever I almost bang the door and have to go back and get my card.whoofffff...

Research paper have done.Now I think I have to more focus on my studies.Micro and account,I would say I ♥ u now...slow and steady,I can move on to my life...



A friend has change.To a new life,new characteristic.I'm not saying that it's bad but still,it's kinda hard for me to accept her change.I miss the old her.I can't tell specifically how she has change but i can tell that I don't really fond of it.Did I think too much?I felt like our relationship bond had become further and further away from each other.But the other friend said that she hasn't change.I had tried to ignore it.I had tried my best.But I still had my tears rolling down when I think of this.I hate myself for being so fragile especially in relationships.Maybe I should take human com after all.=(

" Expect people to be better than they are; it helps them to become better. But don't be disappointed when they are not; it helps them to keep trying."
~Merry Browne ~

Great Hunter

All the while,I had been having some problem on my own.I love shopping malls.Screw me.I had been "grounded" from shopping malls for at least 10++ days and I started to felt weird.After all the stressing exams and highlight texts,I AM FREE!!

14.04.10,went shopping with my mateys...watch one movie.The "Date Night",funny+hilarious.Watch with Yv and T.My heart started to thumped excitedly when I saw all the spot light shone on all the merchandise! OMG,I LOVE this!!So I bought some things,not goin' to tell you what I bought and how much they cost...Shhh...Boo...Called me a Great Hunter,my hobby is hunt for SPARKLING THINGS!!

I went back early that day,which pissed me off because of some ""problem,I had not enjoyed.So I was thinking that goin' to shop crazily(keep giving out my RM notes) this very coming weekend!! Cheers for Shopping!!

Just have my dinner with my beloved D&M,love them sooo MUCH!! and D had gave me 15min lectures...I swore to myself secretly, "I want to STUDY　HARD"!!

Hope my following sem break I will enjoyed and refresh myself.Girl deserve a fun holiday~Y.♥