New Year. New Me.

I have never thought everything will turn out to be so magical.
Not since I received that disappointed midnight text message.
My expectations fell,
my hopes are dashed,
and I have not expected my day to be turn out like this.
There were strong anger at first,
then turn to huge disappointment.
I've tried crying, to let all my disappointment flow, but nothing seems to work.
You shouldn't have break your promises,
and I swore to myself there were no friendship between us anymore.

I picked up my unpleasant feeling and went to Shogun with my family,
Both Lil.Yvonne and I are the birthday girl so we got to dine in for free!
I was really having a fun time there.
Daddy and Mamsie cheered me up, as always.
It's funny how mamsie tried to cheer us up by saying something really sweet,
I tell you, parents are the best.
They will never leave.












Everything turns magical after our lunch,
Alex called. Saying that he'll be back soon.
My party turned out amazingly,
and I had a very great time and it's the first time I countdown for a new year with my friends.
I felt enchanting.
It's a wonderful close-down for my 2011.

Well, let's hope my 2012 will be a marvelous year,
cause I can't wait to dashed off all my resolutions.


Kiss goodbye 2011,
Kiss hello 2012!
Happy New Year peeps! :)

Life of a mess of a Dreamer.

Some time ago I was tempted by myself to close down this little blog of mine.
But part of me inside is not willing.
I wrote out my life and all the physical sensation I felt inside me,
seriously praying that no one is to plagiarize my pieces.
However,for the shades of grey I am feeling right now after reading my past blog post,
it is certainly not and never is my intention to emofied myself or my readers.
(Of course, if there are any readers)

I felt bad enough if my blog has ever made someone sad, I apologized.
It might not be a wise decision to close down my blog,
knowing that some of my friends might still be interested in reading it.

Way back to last week,
I had my very best day with my bunch of friends and my lovely sister on Thursday.
Lil.Yvonne and I are so excited about the Genting Highland trip and few's birthday celebrations,
though there is some issues arose with the new room-mate.
In the end the bunch of us managed only to have fun on two themed-park games,
which is the Merry-go-round(I forced them to take it with me) and The Flying Elephant(This I did not forced them) due to heavy mist and rain,
we did enjoyed much though.








Dinner at the famous steamboat restaurant with all eight of them was indeed very pleasant and delightful,
and I have someone to send me back to Sierramas!
That day was a magical day.








Mamsie is going to Thailand for a few days.
My, how am I going to survive?
I still have a little sister to feed to.
I missed her already,
like a child misses her blanket.
She kept sharing her cooking tips to me,
but I swore to her I was fine.
Well, we will see.
A little bit of malnutrition in me for a few days won't be a biggie, I guess?

Right now,
I wish there is someone who can lift my feet off the ground and sing me a song.
Y.

Truth Or Dare?

Playing truth or dare is just like flipping a coin,
you have decisions to make.
Either side you get,you will have the other side loss.

I always have problem in making decision.
I regretted about my decisions I made almost everytime.
It's pretty horrendous.
I guess that's the reason why I always follow people's choice.
I'm tired of sinking deep in huge disappointment.
Dropping Macro?
Hope I'd made a wise choice.

BTW,thanks Chin Wai for sending us back to hostel when outside was pouring heavy rain,
although you're not willing at first. :)

Grateful cause "Today's special dinner" is Mamsie's cooking.
God,I missed good food.
Thanks you mom! :D

and a very Happy Birthday to him!!
without him,I would still be walking on a miserable path instead of stepping towards my dreams of being an accountant.
Hope you have many returns on your birthday!! :)



Aoi Teshima.Google her.
She has the most beautiful voice I'd ever heard.
Y,xoxo.

A moment like this ♥

I'd started my first day of 2011 good.The air-cond in our master-bedroom is working!! It's heartbeat had stop pulsing for at least five days,I think.When I randomly hit the ON button before I went to sleep,it works!! I would like to believe that's a good sign for my 2011.My 2011 would ROCKS!!I would be fine and I will survive!

Was having a delightful steamboat dinner at home with family!! It was so fun!Dad had woke up early this morning to buy sea-foods when I was still sounds asleep when he got back.Credits to dad!Love ya! :)




My birthday the day before had been great!Seriously,birthday wishes start flowing on my facebook wall when the clock turns 12.It's like a fairy-tale to me,made me think of Cinderella.Sexy 18 huh? I don't even felt sexy at all when I was suppose to.I don't wanna grow up.Wish that I could whine back the clock that I would be back to that innocent little girl that was still nonlegal.Wishes was like never stop.Somehow I wished they could go on and never stop.Then I had the reasons to go on.

First,kisses to Mamsie for staying up late just to wish me and L.Yv Happy Birthday.I should thank you for giving birth to us on this incredible world 18 years ago.Also,hugs to Alex for calling me all the way from Moscow just to said Happy Birthday.My,I'd missed you so much.Thanks for saying "I Love You".Can't wait for you to be back!! :) Next, A big thanks to Xinchen for making my birthday started beautifully.Thanks for the songs and the Hello Kitty cake!I'm so so touch! and I'd to start brain-storming for your coming soon birthday. Ha-ha.

Daddy brought us to have nice food in the morning.He even asked whether we wanted fast food,which normally he don't approved of,especially in the morning.Thanks Dad,love you!To avoid bad jam,we went The Curve for my birthday celebration dinner.Sushi was chosen since we had a last-day-voucher.















30th Dec 2010
Outing with the best of them four.Love y'all!My throat was so dry after screaming with you guys using the mic.Anyway,I still love to take photos in the toilet!! :p







Korean Food Fair:



PS: Never Make Somebody Your Everything, cause when they're gone, you've got nothing.

Goodbye,2010.
Aloha,2011.
xoxox.Y♥