New Year. New Me.

I have never thought everything will turn out to be so magical.
Not since I received that disappointed midnight text message.
My expectations fell,
my hopes are dashed,
and I have not expected my day to be turn out like this.
There were strong anger at first,
then turn to huge disappointment.
I've tried crying, to let all my disappointment flow, but nothing seems to work.
You shouldn't have break your promises,
and I swore to myself there were no friendship between us anymore.

I picked up my unpleasant feeling and went to Shogun with my family,
Both Lil.Yvonne and I are the birthday girl so we got to dine in for free!
I was really having a fun time there.
Daddy and Mamsie cheered me up, as always.
It's funny how mamsie tried to cheer us up by saying something really sweet,
I tell you, parents are the best.
They will never leave.












Everything turns magical after our lunch,
Alex called. Saying that he'll be back soon.
My party turned out amazingly,
and I had a very great time and it's the first time I countdown for a new year with my friends.
I felt enchanting.
It's a wonderful close-down for my 2011.

Well, let's hope my 2012 will be a marvelous year,
cause I can't wait to dashed off all my resolutions.


Kiss goodbye 2011,
Kiss hello 2012!
Happy New Year peeps! :)

Turn around,Strike a pose

Accidentally,I'd finished my parts on econs assignment earlier than I think that's why I decided to come up here.
I'd changed my templates.
Nothing in particular,I just feel like changing it.
To the "NEW" me,maybe? (glass clinking)


Awana's Trip was superb!!!
I never enjoyed so much with daddy and mamsie in my life.
Playing arcade with your parents was kinda COOL,especially when you were my age.
I felt childish though,throwing tiny soft ball at the machine's screen. :)
and laughed so hard that my cheeks actually do hurts.
It's like a perfect vacation for me.
It's all in my sweet memories.♥







Then there goes HIS wedding.
At Concorde Hotel on a Sunday night.
The night was awesome.
and I had to call him "UNCLE" from now on.
I seriously wish they will be living happily ever after.
well,princes and princesses did that.



Hottest Monday ever and we were heading to mid valley.
7 of us makes quite a good team.
watched "THE ADJUSTMENT BUREAU"!!!
Emily Blunt is a sugar!!! Love her!!
I love the movie but not them.How sad.
Maybe I'm living in my own world,heh... :) Who knows?


"The F4"

Oh ya,I had a very nice dream last night.
Although it's very uncrystal clear,
at least I could see his face.
It's felt so nice to start dreaming about good things again. :)

From now on Yvette,you are going to stop hating yourself.
you are going to treat yourself well.
you are going to complete your dreams.
and you shall be throne to be the queen of your kingdom.
I can do that,at least I guess so.

xoxox,Y♥

Somehow I wish I could drive.

They said one's BFF(s) are always their secondary school friend.Indeed,that was very true to me.In school,I don't usually belonged to one gang.I'm always the fit-able one to any gang.Seriously,any gang.Good friends are anywhere and everywhere,but not best friends.

Over at my house today.Three of 'em.Having a lots of fun juicy gossips on my bed.Some of my precious were being tortured too!!! *sobs* They are just so violence.
and guess what? we played my old Barbie Doll.All these years I'd been trying to find someone to play with me.Bad luck that my sis don't play with me.She smirks at me and shakes her head.At last,I'd found my group.Ha-ha.Barbies are so fun! But I'm kinda surprised when mom smiled at me and said "Go and play on the floor." I happily carried the huge pink box to the living room and started to place a home for my Barbie and her babies.Oh my,how I missed the old time playing dolls and talked to them in secret...Daddy will said that I'm hopeless and childish ha-ha. :p

Feels like writing much but am really fighting hard against my eyelid.Wish to hang out with them tomorrow,but nobody's fetching me. *sobs*
and I hate it when someone is fetching me both going and coming back .I felt useless because I'm wasting people's petrol and don't know a single thing about driving.
They are fetching me tomorrow.
and I felt more useless. :(
Quiet now.

"I Do"

I dreamt of marrying a handsome prince charming someday when I was young.
Not now,of course,reality doesn't allowed that to happen.
I dreamt of myself dancing lightly in my very own puffy snow-white wedding dress.
or maybe I can go with dusty rose color dress?
I shouldn't have dream of this.Now I can't get the dress out of my mind.



"For Him,I do."

When the church bell rang "ding dong" on the top of the roof,
the priest started his speech,
With the presence of God,husband and wife speak out their vowels,looking at each other with unspoken love in their eyes.
Holy sweet words.
"Your cup will never be empty;for I will be your wine."
I love this phrase from the movie : Corpse Bride
Wedding rings then exchange.
and at last,the priest announce:"by holding hands,I now announce they are Husband & Wife."
How sweet.
Like a fairy tale.
Prince & Princesses live happily ever after.



and I'm still here,day-dreaming,that one day my hopes will come true.


Party tomorrow.
Very looking forward to meet CY again.
Girls have lots to update!!♥
xoxo,Y♥.

Hi,I'm the new salesgirl,name Yvette.♥

Down Down Down.
I'm feeling super down and hyper today.
Am I too fake when I smiled at everyone and laugh at their jokes?Hope not.
I'd tried to persuade people to buy my cupcakes.
I'd tried to play nice.
I'd tried to put on a real grin.
I'd tried not to judge.
But somehow someone pissed me off.and humiliated me.in front of my friends.

Skip my following 3 line,I wasn't who I was.
*Hey fella,if you don't want to buy my stuff,then say no thanks.
There is not a need to acted like I'm forcing you to buy!
You BUGS Me!!My cute cupcakes are all so good that you don't even suit them!

But there is a sweet guy buying 4 cupcakes,2 for him and his friend,
and one for Yee Kit and another one is for ME!!! Thanks although I don't know you!!:)

This assignment made me think fast.
Made my dreams (of treating family a hearty meal using what I've earned) fade.
Made me disappointed.
Made me shouted loud.
Made me quiet in class.
the most imp,
Made me strong. :)

xoxo,Y♥

Huge Sigh of Relief♥

A big relief for me now.I had finished my Adv.English presentation today.I was nervous at first,then I started to calm down when I'm into my talking.Phew,luckily I'd managed to finished it on time.A big clap for myself first.During the time when I was presentation,few of my classmates keep smiling at me and I'd no idea why they did that.But,thanks to them,my fear lost and my confidence gained.♥

Have a fun time sharing moments with Sam.♥ She is such a gift.Although sometimes she seems blur but she is cute though.I never get really depressed around her.Jokes and memories were shared.Funny that i felt relieved.Maybe I was the one who think too much.Indeed,I have.Some friends you don't have to say anything,they will eventually knew that what you're feeling.Good gracious,we have lovely time picking up the missing pieces.I love you Sam,you shall be my best "sopo" forever♥ .muahaha.

2 more presentations to go.Grrreat.I'm still struggling to come up to the water and catch a breath.I faced the cold outside and no one will said that I didn't try.Looking forward to go home again.Home,but not alone.Y.