New Year. New Me.

I have never thought everything will turn out to be so magical.
Not since I received that disappointed midnight text message.
My expectations fell,
my hopes are dashed,
and I have not expected my day to be turn out like this.
There were strong anger at first,
then turn to huge disappointment.
I've tried crying, to let all my disappointment flow, but nothing seems to work.
You shouldn't have break your promises,
and I swore to myself there were no friendship between us anymore.

I picked up my unpleasant feeling and went to Shogun with my family,
Both Lil.Yvonne and I are the birthday girl so we got to dine in for free!
I was really having a fun time there.
Daddy and Mamsie cheered me up, as always.
It's funny how mamsie tried to cheer us up by saying something really sweet,
I tell you, parents are the best.
They will never leave.












Everything turns magical after our lunch,
Alex called. Saying that he'll be back soon.
My party turned out amazingly,
and I had a very great time and it's the first time I countdown for a new year with my friends.
I felt enchanting.
It's a wonderful close-down for my 2011.

Well, let's hope my 2012 will be a marvelous year,
cause I can't wait to dashed off all my resolutions.


Kiss goodbye 2011,
Kiss hello 2012!
Happy New Year peeps! :)

Life of a mess of a Dreamer.

Some time ago I was tempted by myself to close down this little blog of mine.
But part of me inside is not willing.
I wrote out my life and all the physical sensation I felt inside me,
seriously praying that no one is to plagiarize my pieces.
However,for the shades of grey I am feeling right now after reading my past blog post,
it is certainly not and never is my intention to emofied myself or my readers.
(Of course, if there are any readers)

I felt bad enough if my blog has ever made someone sad, I apologized.
It might not be a wise decision to close down my blog,
knowing that some of my friends might still be interested in reading it.

Way back to last week,
I had my very best day with my bunch of friends and my lovely sister on Thursday.
Lil.Yvonne and I are so excited about the Genting Highland trip and few's birthday celebrations,
though there is some issues arose with the new room-mate.
In the end the bunch of us managed only to have fun on two themed-park games,
which is the Merry-go-round(I forced them to take it with me) and The Flying Elephant(This I did not forced them) due to heavy mist and rain,
we did enjoyed much though.








Dinner at the famous steamboat restaurant with all eight of them was indeed very pleasant and delightful,
and I have someone to send me back to Sierramas!
That day was a magical day.








Mamsie is going to Thailand for a few days.
My, how am I going to survive?
I still have a little sister to feed to.
I missed her already,
like a child misses her blanket.
She kept sharing her cooking tips to me,
but I swore to her I was fine.
Well, we will see.
A little bit of malnutrition in me for a few days won't be a biggie, I guess?

Right now,
I wish there is someone who can lift my feet off the ground and sing me a song.
Y.

Chanson De Toile

Another Thursday, another day to fade,
I'm so so glad that tomorrow is Friday,
so that I can finally inhale some fresh air and relax.
The air in the city here is exhausting,complicating and suffocating.
unlike the sweet scent of fresh-cut grass back at home.

and finally,
new clothing for my nails after being naked for a long time. :D
not really pro at painting them tho.

Guess what?
I realized that I can actually sign up to play a role as a female vampire.
Saw my sharp teeth?


Teehee.
Alright, time to get serious.
Back to haunting down some food since I heard thunder striking.
xxoxo,Y.

Who needs the world if I got my family.

I like waking up seeing that everything is okay,
I'm not a morning person,
waking up is the hardest part for me every single morning,
and I hate the thought that I have to roll outta bed and get down on my feet.
Unfortunately I can't sleep late at home,
for daddy, it's not a nice thing to do.

So I got up early this morning,
went breakfast with family,
without missing my bed like a child misses his blanket,
and I'm loving every minute of it!
It's the first time in my whole entire life that I woke up without a forcing smile or displeasure frown,
This is frightening at first, and a lil not possible,
and I still can't believe that I had that very quick peaceful moment.
It's perfect and true,how shocking!

btw,I made dumplings with Mamsie this afternoon,
It's my first time to chop some raw meats,like a butcher, :D
fill the fillings and fold the dumplings.
but my skill ain't good enough,
turns out my dumplings's skins are too thick,
but still yummy tho. :)




Human might be hurtful sometimes,
they chained their doors,put up their defenses and weapons to protect themselves.
But for those who're not guard up and all innocent,
they get broken hearts easily.
Ask me,if I'm the one,
but honestly I tell you,
I'm always the weaker one,
it's a family trait,I guess.

So for those hurtful people with your blazing sword out there,
don't cross over someone's limit.
Fool me once, shame on you,
but fool my family,you're a dead meat.
Just take note of that.

It's only July and I already started to miss the mistletoe on my Christmas tree.:D
xoxo,Y.

If we hold on together.

I can show you the world,
Shining,Shimmering,Splendid,
Tell me,Princess,
When did you last let your heart decide~

I paused everything on my hand after hearing those lyrics.
I don't know why but it just hit me hard,
like someone smacked me hard across my face.
These past few weeks were been so pathetic for me,
I tried to find a place where I can hide,
I tried to run away from reality,
but now I just wanna go home.
I just wanna go home.

Have a really fun and warming night with family over Chilis.
How I missed all the moments when we were together,
I tried to remind myself that anything can happen anytime,
This moment is beyond perfect,
and I couldn't trust this feelings,
It's too good to be true,
I was afraid, fearing that something bad will happen,
but I was wrong,
I must have been blind,
They are just the same,as always,
which knocked me hard once,
I must have been crazy to have a thought like that.

I should really get some beauty sleep now,
no more excessive sleep tomorrow,
and no more spoilt food from tomorrow onwards.
I'm gonna treat myself well starts from tomorrow,
like a princess,
a real princess.

Someday,when I'm awfully sick or in deep lamento,
I guess I will sit by the window,
and figured everything out,
and maybe,
finally,
I'm turning back for home. :D
Y.

I just wanna have fun!!

My brother Alex is back in town today!! :D
He landed this morning,too bad I have to stuck in hostel for the week.
I can't wait to go back home.
Lil.Yvonne too is having a vacation at Penang with her bunch of friends.
She's probably snapping photos,tasting good food,buiding sand-castle,bbq-ing somewhere in that little town,
envy,envy,envy.
One thing in Penang,you should have a thick sunglasses to fight against the huge UV-ray. or you will be medium-rare or even fully-cooked.
With siblings all having long breaks,
how can I be not-tempted? :'(

Bought two private journals just now,
Oh my,they cost a lot.
Ask me in private if you want to know the price of each book,
I'm not gonna post it here to avoid being labeled as "super books-buyer".
I love them very very much!!
I'm too afraid to spoil them with my ugly handwriting.Lets hope not.


In the inside.



and I spotted this in Mid-valley just now.
Guess who's this?

I'm going crazy!!!!!!!


Exams coming up.
Patience, Yvette,
wait for another two weeks,
then you can rest and enjoy for awhile.
Grateful. :) xoxo,Y.

Kiss The Morning Dew.♥

One thing I hate about starting of a new semester is that I had to deal with registering subjects problem.
There is always a problem waiting for me everytime I enroll my subject.
5 semester already,never once failed.
Seriously,I'm very disappointed in HUC registering system.
A letter required for extra subject-taking.
Oh come on,this has got to stop!!!
It completely ruin my day and did me extra long-walking and in the end that extra journey ends for nothing!

but still,
I see that life is beautiful.
Although I'm super busy this week,classes mostly ended around 6pm,
and hit the bed after my bath for a power nap,
I still get to get on the bus although people are pushing around,
I still get to see the baby-orange evening sky when I walked back,
I still have Lil.Yvonne waiting for me to come back everyday and give me a Big smile,
I still get phone calls from Mamsie to released my stress,
I still get to have breakfast with friends before class,
I still have hopes for my future,
I still have little things to laughed on everyday,
Everything is easy now,because I have everything,
and I really appreciated them.

From a distance,the world looks completely different.
try find simple things that make you smile,

Once you found that special thing,
You're flying without wings. :)
xoxo,Y♥.

Hi,I'm the new salesgirl,name Yvette.♥

Down Down Down.
I'm feeling super down and hyper today.
Am I too fake when I smiled at everyone and laugh at their jokes?Hope not.
I'd tried to persuade people to buy my cupcakes.
I'd tried to play nice.
I'd tried to put on a real grin.
I'd tried not to judge.
But somehow someone pissed me off.and humiliated me.in front of my friends.

Skip my following 3 line,I wasn't who I was.
*Hey fella,if you don't want to buy my stuff,then say no thanks.
There is not a need to acted like I'm forcing you to buy!
You BUGS Me!!My cute cupcakes are all so good that you don't even suit them!

But there is a sweet guy buying 4 cupcakes,2 for him and his friend,
and one for Yee Kit and another one is for ME!!! Thanks although I don't know you!!:)

This assignment made me think fast.
Made my dreams (of treating family a hearty meal using what I've earned) fade.
Made me disappointed.
Made me shouted loud.
Made me quiet in class.
the most imp,
Made me strong. :)

xoxo,Y♥

Happy Week ♥ Blessed

Moving away from the moody stressing week,I think I'm fine now.♪ ♫ ♪
Seriously,my first quiz was CRAZY!!
I'd studied 4 chapters of this huge thick marketing text book for God knows how many days I'd spent! But luckily I don't felt awful after I took the quiz.Lucky me.

Mid-Autumn Festival was the day before yesterday.It's one of the days in a year that families should gather together and celebrate.
Thinking that having quizzes and classes are so going to ruin my festival,I sulked and convinced daddy to come over.
In the end I had super great time with daddy and mommy in Mid Valley.Mom even got me new stocks and a dusky pink umbrella(which mine is kinda destroyed last sem). :)
How could a girl wishes more when she had everything?
I had a blessed day that day,best I ever had!♥
I have loads of moon-cakes,snacks,pastries,chocolates!!♥

I'm not a big fan of chocolates,but I Love This♥!!

After the quiz this morning,which was 0830am,
Jean,Kit,Me and Xian went to learning space(which is our col lab)and fbking.
Jean had her business quiz afterward and she pasted her notes on the computer screen so she won't get distracted.

In the end,See?


Oh btw,My nail-polish for this week is Sparkling Green!

which...JY said they looks like dragon skin... *sweat* *Hmmpphhhh*
so I changed to plain dark pink.
I guess it suited my mood too... :)



Had Replacement class later on today,
1400-1700,Grreat...
and now is 0308am,bah.
Gonna hit my bed soon.

Nights,peeps.
xoxo,Y ♥

Ain't not Daddy Like My Daddy !! :)

9th September 2010

Today is suppose to be a holiday.It's Raya Day.Classes still on in college which other colleges are on holidays.So unfair. :(
Having class at 8.Waking up at 7:08.I blamed L.Yv for not waking me up.She just shrugged and says: "Oh,I don't know that Ur class starts on 8.Usually you are still sleeping when I woke up."

I was totally blur when I reached my sit in Marketing class.I was in a deep sleeping mode until Ms Renee raised up her voice to kept us awake.Bah.

Brunch was superb!
Updated with Annabelle in Subway.Serious,we bumped into each other and I asked her to join me.We ended up talking so much that we don't want to leave Subway.
BTW,Subway made me smell like bread and coffee!! :(
Had Malaysian studies class after that.
Walked Jiachee back to hostel.

After daddy and mamsie fetching us,we went to Mid Valley.Have a heart-to-heart talk with mamsie in esquire kitchen.I found out that I'd grew older and more mature this year compared to last year.I'm glad.

Wanting to watch movie,we went for piranha.But we couldn't get a sit.So,we gone for Grown Ups.Wow,I love Adam Sandler man!He is the Hottest dad in US!Or maybe not,I should said Rufus Humphrey(Matthew Seetle) instead, Or maybe Ben Affleck? :)

Sushi afterward.


Then Home.
I was so tired I fell asleep and left the light on until mom came in on 1am and switch it off.She even on the fan for us.Oh,My,how I missed being pampered by Mommy.
Girl have fun today,Do ya? :)

10th September 2010

Book Fest fever is in KLCC,AGAIN!!Yeepeeeeey!! :)
I could still remember this early week,my friends all went there,WITHOUT ME!!Sad.I know I'm the one who rejected y'all,but sorry,I'm busy at that time. :)Always,the excuses.Ha-ha.

Good old dad,he LOVES us.He brought us to Suria this morning.Have breakfast in there.Superb yet crowded.
After that,dad bought us the entry tickets and we went in.Mom went shopping somewhere in the high-class shopping center,holding dad's credit cards.Ain't not daddy like my daddy!! Daddy is the BEST!!♥

Then,the frustrating part came.
Stucking in middle of nowhere in the super crowded book fest.I hate it!! *sobs*
People push and I push back.
Baskets slammed on my feet;Corner of someone's book clashing into my arms;Human stepping on each others foot,etc etc
Seriously,it's pain!!
Okay,I admit,I did gave a few people "tsk tsk" sound and irritated look but my head was spinning like crazy when I'm inside.And I especially hate someone's arm brushing against my arm!!Unless,a hot guy,maybe?
It's so ewwwwwww!!!
Well,maybe it wasn't that bad to stuck in here.
I bought two books.LOVE LOVE LOVE!! My LOVE is in the air now. :)
Trading Up & One Fifth Avenue!!





I love my books so so much!! Lunch at KFC on our way back.
Serious? Mom's at KFC!!
PS: Mom bought lots of stuff and she don't want me to know what have she bought.I wonder what would them be.But,I know that one of 'em is a huge black-golden handbag!Wonder how much it costs...Hmmmm...

Having fun today,what about y'all? (ignore my previous similar line,now I'm really asking you.) :)

xoxo,Y♥

I'm Blessed. ♥

Mind You,it's not a hot bubbles bath that I want.
It's the foam I got from the washing dishes.Gah.
Speaking of washing dishes,
I'm a Pro.(at least I thought so.) :)
I'm being trained by my dad since I was,erm,10 years old?

I've got no idea why I am blogging about being a Pro in washing dishes.
Thunder roars in the evening.
Wind blown.
Rains fell.
The air was cold.
Watching the rain,I'm stuck in my room.
Such a strong storm.
In silence,I prayed that everyone will be safe under the storm.
I was cold,terrified by the loud storm,but can't help feeling blessed to have a shelter and comfy bed to rely on.

Heavy clouds dismissed at late evening.
Windows open.
Fresh Air yet still super cold.

Ignore my messy look.



Thick clouds? No.

I'm blessed. :)

xoxo,Y♥

Over Chili's at BSC

8.00am: woke up by alarm.
8.30am: Rubbed my eyes & headed to the bathroom.
8.45am: Sat on my chair & stared blankly at my desk.
9.00am: Fully awake.Grabbed Yvonne to shop for groceries.
9.30am: Thinking of cooking.
10.00am: Cook.
11.00am: Face-booking.
11:15am: Spotted Mom on facebook.
11:30am: Mom called.
12.00pm: Had my Lunch.
1pm something: Jiachee knocked on my door.Asking for outing to MV.I rejected her.
2pm something: Thinking about washing dishes.
3pm something: Watch Romeo & Juliet.
4pm something: Mom called again,asking us to join a meal treat.DEFINITELY YES!
5pm something: Rush to shower.
6pm something: Meet Up with DAD & MOM!
------------------------------------------------------------------------
Pah! I'm super duple triple FULL now.
Thanks 2 Dad & Mom for saving me from the suffocating hostel.
I did not expect a meal treat when mom called.
I rushed to take my shower after hanging up my conversations with mom.
I'm so duh,exited,maybe?(a feeling that you had been save by a hero or maybe heroine!)
:)

Still,being taken out,there are some prices to pay.
1.Wait at Chili's Lounge for 45 minutes? I guess?
(made me feel jealous of famous people which they can "Reserved" their tables)
2.The food was long enough to be cooked.
3.Although you are so full,you have to finished whatever you've ordered.
(either gobbles all down and swallow it with full mouth of soda or slowly chew it)


Even Princess have to wait. :(

More waiting.

Window panes.

Food!

Okay,I know my skills sucks! :p

Mamsie & Me!!

Daddy doesn't want to be in the camera,though he is a professional photographer. :(
Thanks Dad & Mom once again.
I felt so warm today.Happy National Day.

Thanks God for giving me a big meal treat today.
I guess I'm being a good girl today? hah :)

Tomorrow's class 8am.
Girl have to sleep early.Y♥

Looking Back

Despite a mosquito is flying around me,trying to suck my blood,I'm extremely in a Good mood.

Time flies when you are unaware of it.2nd Sem' results was out this evening.HAHA,that's all I can say for my results.Satisfied?No.Regret?No.I can only laugh about it and shout out "Thanks God."

Looking back,I'm still remember all my books and paper scattered around my study desk;pencils and highlighter busily taking notes on my book;hair all pinned up to be a nerd.I will not said that I hate this kind of life,but I'm kinda missed it.Called me CRAZY!

3rd semester is starting.5 more days to go,I guess I have to start trying to get hold of my pencils,PS: I haven't touch a pen for 13days!!Girl have to get ready. :)Thanks God for everything.I trust in You.Amen!

xoxo,Y ♥

Midnight Fetish ♥

Now is almost three o'clock on Friday morning.I still feel awake.Maybe my hormones started to develop and make me super awake at night but super tired in the morning.I'm sleeping very late these days.I don't really like it.In another way,I like it too.Sometimes I don't even know whether I'm okay like before.I think things more differently compared to before.Is it a good thing?I don't think so.Things for me is just worsen and will not be better.I should learn to accept that.


Yesterday.I had finished my CTS presentation.It was okay,I guess.At least Ms.Winnie said we are okay.At least she smiled.I really ope that my hard work pays.Thanks to myself for lending Sam my ulcer medicine before,now I got it back.I was so happy.Well,there is really 好心好報 in this world.A big clap for myself.

Will be going back later.Hope that can draw more closer to Him and family.Mom's birthday is on the 31th.I still haven't bought anything.What a disobedient daughter.Will be plan something tonight.

Gonna sleeps now.Girl have to sleep *early*.Y♥.

xoxo.

REBORN...

True to the words,my blog has reborn. Not to said the words 'Reborn'(its not that I didn't sign in my blogger for(God's know)how long!), it is just a new leaf has born.I changed every OUTER,but not the INNER.(The inner part of me will never change!)Just wanna change my new habit,I'm going to start posting blogs As Much As Possible...(Promises,as always...gee)

Talk about promises,some people always gave out their promise to their friends and family,it's kinda cool to give promises like 'I swear',but it so NOT-COOL when you broke off your promises!!I am not judging anyone,not practically judging,but sometimes it's irritating when excuses were given by them for thousands,millions,zillions times...speak of which,am going to see her in a weeks time...(duh!Stop me.Speaking of judging people...)

Time do flies...am going back to the HR tomorrow...another one week time I had to wait to come back home again...hate being away from home...

What can I say?? Girl had to be independent.Y.♥